Christmas + Bad Weather = Best of Friends

3.09 am
rain is pouring down on this city
it has already reached a limit
the fire alarm is sounding, waking everyone who could sleep with the noise
lightnings and heavy rain provided the lightshow and the soundtrack
my dog is whining down in the kitchen
i really cant see any fire, and even if there was one this bloody rain would surely put it out in a minute
total darkness is what i feel now
im liking the whole picture
has the day of reckoning come before us?
it would be fun if it was
goodbye sweet life
it was boresome living you

3.14
no electricity to take us to the present
heavy winds sing while we are out and take eveything away
rain washing whats left of these muddy streets
well, goodbye for now

3.18
something just flew away
my bedroom window just shakes a lot
no light still comes through
i just dont know what to say...

maybe tomorrow will come
maybe i will be posting this
maybe a giant meteor will kill us all

theres no sorrow in death
if it is death for all

we would all vanish,
no memories, no sadness, no happiness
no love
it would be as simple as that

we would cease to exist
we would live no more

not a poet, not a emo,
not a punk or goth,
not some wannabe
trying to be someone i'm not.
for whatever reason may be
also not hoping for this world to roth

im just that fucked up
simple, right?

gonna take my mind of things for now
but i will pray for salvation
not for my sake but for yours
i am free to die
dont really care what you do
still, i would not linger any longer in this place
if i were you...

3.34
what a waste of my time
the storm still lasts but
i am now out of wine............

......................fuck!!!

ignore me completly as i go downstairs for a refill and go to sleep to avoid all this being christmas and a time to be happy mumbo jumbo