Nobsil - The Great (a bus)

so, here i am, on the bus ride to the big city

i actually lost the bus, had to go to a nearby town and buy another ticket to another bus
my dad and my sis actually waited with me for it to come (which was a hour and 20 minutes later)

i actually didnt have a bad day
it was kind of sunny, played a lot with my dog, saw a movie, went a little bit to the pc, , organized some random files and when the time came i just threw some stuff into my bag, picked up my pc and i was ready to go
the reason i missed the bus was my mom who forgot that i actually needed to be in another place 300 kms away by today, so... yeah.

it's the first time i ride the bus with so few people in it, so it's actually a big plus for me, since i can be at ease (im kind of anti-social)

i wanted to write something but i dont have my notebook with me and no pencil

still i have the pc (which im much faster at writing than by hand - that and my handwriting sucks pretty bad...), but still i feel it's kinda sad, to depend on such advanced tech to just record my useless thoughts.

i haven't eaten anything, so i was kind of happy only to feel sad after when some people came in and the air just filled up with the soft lingering scent of an hamburger and fries
And at that moment i realised that, no matter how much i usually hate hamburgers (i'm too picky with hamburgers. I do like fries, but i only eat them about 1 or 2 times a week - which i do believe is cool because if u eat too much of a good thing then there will come a time that, other than becoming fat, you will no longer notice the feeling of said thing - which does apply to everything in nature (but not the being fat part)) I would be more than happy to ignore the "NO FOOD ALLOWED" stickers and throw myself at what was once a living thing ("I'm soo sorry for eating you!!").

Still, this is all hypothetical and i can only regret and be pissed at those evildoers that are happilly eating just a few seats behind my current location.

the human mind is a sad thing...
:(

Sunday to me is...

i really dont want sunday to come.
i really dont want to go to sleep.

why?

because when do wake up i'll be depressed as hell, the lack of sleep not helping at all, wandering around the house, picking my stuff together with a frown on my face,
having lunch with that crazy gandma who NEVER SHUTS UP (NEVAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaa...!!! - "YOU ARE ALL GOING TO DIE WITH MEEE!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAhaha!!!!)
get on the bus thats filled with annoying old ladies and college students who talk way to loud abouth useless things?
not to mention when someone farts on the bus and the already hot smelly air just gets so unbearable that i cant help but feel like puking my guts out...


just wasting 3 and a half hours just to get to that place that looks like a crummy film set from the 80's and spend the rest of the day closed up in my bedroom?
it's not really my bedroom, more like a storage room and guess what: it really hasnt been touched or remodeled since the 80's!!!

(hell on earth, anyone? T-T )

and i live there!!!
and i've got no life!!!
and i cant play my fucking guitar or put on music of any kind!!!!!
(and my mp3 player just died, that stupid thingy!!!!)

I dont even fit on that bed thingy because it's lenght is shorter than my height!!!!!
and i'm not even tall!!!!!!!
why?!?!?
AND I DONT EVEN HAVE DECENT INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...????????????????????

i mean, its fucking sunday!!!!!!!
why waste it away?!?!?!?!?!
i'll just be a wandering body roaming trough the streets on monday, no energy at all to even comprehend elaborate speech from professors and fellow colleagues...


ah! the joy of dragging myself to the coffee machine to get myself a big one (grin on face)
sweet college life!

i feel like i can no longer avoid sleep now
composing this text just took away my last bit of energy...

...crap ...

(and there are no cookies in hell, dont believe their lies!!!)


so long, preccious time...

TORTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


ps:a record post in expression marks, i believe

Bus ride back home

its now 18:31
i just saw a beautiful sight
the giant red setting sun in the middle of the light grayish blue
im now in the middle of the countryside, the plains on alentejo covered with the ups and downs of small hills
the faded golden clouds in the almost clear sky and the mountains on the horizon provide this amazing view, complete with lakes and small roads

the sun is starting to disappear behind the mountains, hidden behind the occasional small hill facing the road, bus, and thus me
the hazy blue is starting to take over
the small lakes reflecting the sky and its color

i no longer see the sun

next time at 18:30 i'll bring a camera for you all to see
till then, time will pass, a week, months, maybe more
who knows?

not you, you are obsolette
not i, with this mind of mine

remains to be seen
in the due flow of time...

Tech

I HATE my mp3 player.

why would they make a product that is clearly screwed up?

8 gigs, mp4, mp3, jpeg and other image and text formats

it wasnt cheap, so its purchase gave me some consequences in my monthly money. i had to save up, as i always did since the begining of times.
i was ok with that.

The thing i wasn't prepared, though, was me putting nearly 10 thousand songs in it, a bunch of pictures as well, some vids and a sd card with some stuff and tha thing not being able to read the data.

200 out of 10000 songs are the only thing it plays (got sick f them all some time ago); doesnt show any images at all, videos are the same thing if not worse and the max volume the damned thing is capable is pretty damned low.

kslim thingy

seriously, dont buy it

not really a review or advertising,
that thing just pisses me off so much...


12-03-2010 EDIT:

ok, it's official, the thing just died

sick of things dying...

Newcomer - M

Hey, im M

made the previous M change his id, so im another M

gonna start posting here, bout something, dont expect much

i was asked to join so, here i am.

dont really like the person but still, its not i hate him or whatever, i just stand hanging out with her so thats gotta count for something.

anyway... yeah...

smthin', i dunno...

So, the last post was over a month ago and something about techno music?
why ?_?

Anyway...
I stopped writing mainly because I just didnt have the time and it seemed to me that writing in a ghost blog writing about things a little depressing was an ENOURMOUS WASTE of time (i have a problem about time - cant bother to spend it, even though i spend it anyway doing useless things).

But that wasnt what i had wished for when i started this thing.

What i had wished for was to have some place where i could write about the most varied things anytime wherever i feel like it without taking too much of my time for you all to see.

I would like to have some kind of counter or comment to just know people do read this blog so i wouldn't feel like im writing all this stuff for nothing... ...but then again, im pretty much useless about tech stuff so no counter :(

Anyway, its not like i'll give up, i really do want to keep going in hope of better days.
With that in mind i decided to ask some friends to write in here whatever they like - i really dont have any idea of what they will write so that remains to be seen...